Lifes an apple EAT it.

liva_lille @ 2005-03-15T14:55:00

2005-03-15T19:56:36Z

hey all if you are in my other lj i just want you to know that i will be doing something it for a while and well um it will be a non public one for a while if i can do that

SOME OF YALL NEED TO ADD ME TO YOUR LJ ITS NOT FAIR... JUST KIDDING I LOVE YOU ALL

liva_lille @ 2005-03-02T22:24:00

2005-03-03T03:25:01Z

Okay look at my other journal to see my post...hahaha
i Like that one better

NEW

2005-02-27T07:22:06Z

NEW LJ
863_513_9497

YES I KNOW IT IS STUPID AND I KNOW THAT IT IS MY CELL NUMBER BUT I DIDNT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO PUT...

hahaha

almost finished killing myself

2005-02-25T03:15:44Z

My air is getting thick
i cant see what is infront of me
What happened am i dead?????????
Did what i try fully happen
Am i sleeping
knocked out
i hate having to come to one point
then crying myself to sleep
i wont do it any more
NEVER AGAIN

Well my day was SLEEPY...

YEAAAAAAAHHHH all i have is two more things to do b/4 i take my final in west area...um Me and Kel got into an argument today/last nite over air force terms...I WON
!!!!!!!!!!CONGRATULATIONS to moi!!!!!!!!!!

I love you all...

DONNE MOI UN BECK
♥
ME

Giving my shout out

2005-02-20T07:56:27Z

WOW everybody does certain things to amuse themselves me...um...i try my hardest to get out the house...but it never works...

My day was just wonderful
The movie ~~"Con Air"~~ is really good...quote "you don't treat women like that" with a little redneck acent sounds cool...

when all of life goes wrong drink Diet Check.
Diet Check Coke to be exact... i think im tired but i dont want to go to sleep.

My brother has just bought a nice new trail blazzer so i think that is the name of the car/truck... he gave his other car to his wife...which was sweet but neither of my cars work and ummm...he could have given them to me but of well he didnt
COME TO THINK ABOUT IT. In the past 4 months my brother bought a lot of stuff he has spent about 4-5 thousand dollars on my whole family...DONT THINK THAT I AM GOING MATERIAL HERECASSIDY come to think of it my brother doesnt really need to give anything...but he does...he is sweet...
i ♥ my brothers...we have the best bond in the world...i would never leave them w/o

well i think that my eyes lids falling while typing is giving the hint that i will be going to sleep very soon...haha..um

GOOD NITE

liva_lille @ 2005-02-19T13:39:00

2005-02-19T19:43:39Z

Wow i Just gave a shout out to all of lakeland on the internet and on the radio...at callfm.com...everytime that i ever tried to do that it would never go through. It was so much fun i had gave a Shout Out to lakeland and my family kelvin ricky and Kailin. IT was so much fun...I love you all...my nose is running and i have a tissue in it just to stop it from going on the floor... Im getting to vote for battle of the bands...

TODAY HAS BEEN ~~GREAT~~

liva_lille @ 2005-02-18T19:51:00

2005-02-19T00:54:42Z

Life is just full of weird things
many things go on and there is hardly nothing you can do about them
~~I HATE MY LIFE~~
BYE
♥
Me

liva_lille @ 2005-02-18T14:44:00

2005-02-18T20:46:57Z

YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD BE COOL IS IF THE WORLD WAS NOT FULL OF BACK STABBERS
GOD i hate that kind of stuff...so now is the time that i will have to appologize...if i have ever done anything like that to anyone then i wish to say sorry and that you accept it

Every one says that you look nice or something then the one person that you think that would agree starts to pick at the way it looks and tries to correct you and tell you how to do it. THAT KINDA OF STUFF MAKES ME MAD. my little sister from up north tells me to say ~~screw you~~.

Okay well other than not having a ride to school really and having to wait for someone to come here to get me MY DAY WAS GREAT

liva_lille @ 2005-02-14T15:32:00

2005-02-14T20:32:26Z

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liva_lille @ 2005-01-20T15:27:00

2005-01-20T20:17:51Z

hey cass are you on the comp right now. if so comment back to this post right now!!!

I need some pictures.
love krystal

Hello Brenton

2005-01-11T22:09:43Z

hello brenton how are you doing...cass guess who i just saw(i am at the library) haha Daniel wasnt with them(brenton and the other kid that hangs with the)

Darn Daniel....hahahaha...dont say a word i know what you are thinking.... and what you are saying right now...haha

loves krystal....sorry all my comp at home is being really stupid so i dont have the internet anymore....my computer doesnt want to hold the feature...it sucks...

hehe lol hahaha

okay well what news do i have that i can update on .... OHHHHH i turned 18 this past sunday....so i am an adult...by age but not by heart...ummmmmmm we moved into our new place and well this is good...my room is like the storage room of the place tho...i hate having the biggest room now...egh...okay i think that is all that is good not really much bad so ... i'm done

liva_lille @ 2004-12-12T17:24:00

2004-12-12T22:43:57Z

Okay i dont like to be lied to...so hmmmmm...and Cassidy is on the floor with chris right now...and they are doing the fundo J/K

Chris>I like the sound of this
Cass>Oh yeah... uhhhh uhhh uhhh uhh
Chris>Shut UP krystal....*smackes cass ass*
Cass>Heheheheheheheh
Chris>ohhhh cassidy i love your lips
Cass>um Krystal (starts yelling) KRYSTAL
Chris>I like it

hahaha that was some of the convo at Gabes house....i had fun today
Chris's mom took us to pizza hut we were very loud and hahaha when we walked out they all claped for us leaving ... it was very funny ...

Gabe found some lotto tickets and was all hyped in finding a winning one but to his luck he didnt...haha Gabe

Cass boobs are on my arm...Damn they are big...she has a big and great lj....We had a picture of Gabes D***...but he deleted it...haha you know hanging out with gabe is really cool....

today was great and well...i have to go it is time for church...cass and chris almost kissed alot today...and chris just flicked me offf hahaha...im reading it aloud to them...

Gabe is a camera whore.....hahah

they are smoochijng j/k...i type alot...bye

liva_lille @ 2004-11-28T08:00:00

2004-11-28T14:00:27Z

♥i love it when my friends are so happy that all they do is just smile...it makes me feel great♥

my friend just met this awesome guy and well that was all good....my bro just started dating this cool chick and that is good....me....i am waiting for some one to come get me...that isnt an open offer

i have two guys that i am waiting for one named Andrew and the other Chopx...they are both great guys...

i have liked Andrew for 2 years and not really sure how he feel about me...HE LIKES OLDER WOMEN...but he showed the same effection that he did for this one lady to me and that made me wonder...cause when i am not in front of my friends...i act really mature...but yall never see that lol...he started showing this to me like 11 months ago...but now i have to wait till he comes home to see if i still have those feelings and if he EVER really did

the things that made me think that was when we would see each other we would normally hug but when i wouldnt hug him and just say hi he would get all mad at me and not talk to me until i gave him a hug...it was a great friendship i loved it...now he is gone and i miss him alot...so i have to wait...

NOW CHOPX is just a different story...
Okay he is from Africa and well he can speak like 5 different lang. we met in january and well we just kinda hit it off *some what like cass and chris* and like two or three days after we met he bought me dinn dinn and i didnt want him tooo....he reminds me of the boy from save the last dance...it was really cool...we met in Disney at a World wide Christian meeting...that was another plus...he was nice, christian, looked good, and well i didnt mention this above...but his family is like the fifth richest family in his country...and the way they go by telling who is rich and who isnt...is by land...his grandfather owns like 5 or 6 farms...so that is alot of land...and well he himself might not be rich but his family is...but he is very smart...BRAINS we went to the music store Virgin in downtown disney and he told me that he was going to start to send me $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ to buy him some CD records and just so that i could have some $$$ He collects old and new records...its great so my list again...
he is nice, christian, good looking, $$$$, BRAINS, and verrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyy sw33t...i feel in love with him instanly...not b/c of his money either....im not a gold digger
*to compare his rich to ours* Africa~~America Chopx~~Tommy Hilfiger *that is just about the closes you could get*...we hung together for like 4-5 days and then we all had to leave...i was the first american girl that he met that was nice to him even tho he was from africa....plus when he found out how old i was it made him sad...but we still had a great time....17 me 21 him...he knows the age limit here in america...it was just really great....i will see him again in jan...then go to stay with his aunt in the summer.

well that is really long i have no pictures and will try and write some time soon...i miss then both

i maybe lonely but i can wait for the two great guys in my life...hey guess what they are both in there 20...Andrew will be 21 and Chopx is 22....i dislike the young gitter bugs they dont know what they want...i do but i have to pick one...

i wonder what they would say if they saw this...hahahaha
♥ME

liva_lille @ 2004-10-24T17:32:00

2004-10-24T21:23:48Z

This is Cassidy. Krystal just farted; thought I'd tell you guys!

♥ CASSIDY!

liva_lille @ 2004-10-21T22:07:00

2004-10-22T02:35:36Z

well the bite of today was sweet...
~
i hate sounding all christiany and stuff but this is just what i was thinking and talking to GOD about last nite...
~
hey you know how i am always saying something about eating life's apple???
well i was just sitting in church on wednesday and i was thinking

what if we didnt have any teeth...would we be able to bite life (THE APPLE) the way that we wanted to and taste the great ness of it...that would be like sitting there and waiting on life to get just good and then start to chew...noooo that isnt what you want to do you want to bite while you have the chance to...would you want to sit around and wait for the apple to get all soogy and stuff...ewi that just sounds gross to me...
~
NO TEETH represent living w/o GOD in your life...
~

if we have false teeth then we are living a life that isnt true...(if you get what i mean)...wouldnt you want to live life being yourself and not someone else??? with false teeth you wouldnt beable to bite the apple (LIFE) knowing that "OHHH these are my teeth and i am proud to have them" you would feel odd thinking that you dont have your real teeth!!!, that life is just part true...cause you are eating it, its just not your teeth that you are chewing it with, they may be yours owner wise, but not personal...grown
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FALSE TEETH represent not being true to yourself and living the half LIFE...
~

with your natural teeth you can take a big bite or a small bite and still be happy that you got to bite the apple with your REAL teeth...having your real teeth and knowing that gives you a sense that ohhh i have it and i wont loose it...i dont want to...i can bite life and know that these are my teeth and i will most likely always have them if i take care of them...you wont go toothless only unless you dont take care of your life (TEETH)
~
NATURAL TEETH represent GOD
~???
Some just wont understand what i wrote but hey if you read it and ask me i will beable to tell you exactly what it means...i think

♥ ME

liva_lille @ 2004-10-21T21:47:00

2004-10-22T01:48:17Z

Cassidy here taking over Krystal's journal. Wow. Fun shizzle. No cursing. OKay. Check out the icon.

kthnx. bye.
♥Cassidy

liva_lille @ 2004-10-19T20:09:00

2004-10-20T03:10:24Z

that junk gets you wired...hahahaha

well this is thte first time that i have ever done my homework...my mom is on the phone with her guy friend

she says that isnt her guy friend but *not i said the cat...*

my mom got on my aunts case about eating all our food...she told her that if she wants to eat something then she needs to start to supply the food back. that is the best thing that has been said since she has moved back in...

**
I know ive made mistakes
lord i pray that you would stay
Sometimes strength is hard to find
sometimes i wanna run and hide
sometimes i lay down my weapons each day
sometimes my faith seems to escape...
so father please
i cry father please...
keep us in your will
**

i know that i dont seem to act like i am christian but actually i really am...so much at home just makes you go so many was and just taking junk from other friends and peers just dont help...

that is one of the reasons that what happened happen...

life is just one confusing bunch of crap and it is out to hurt you with every step that you take to the future...when you wake up the day life has already made an ideal image of what it wants you to do~~~many dont even think that there is a purpose in living and well if life isnt ready for you to go then dont take life away from its-self...(if you get what this means then your very smart)

Father forgive me of all that i do and say...i know that some of the things that i have done is not what you would accept in heaven...and i am asking you to forgive me and take away the hurt in my ♥heart♥ if i have hurt any one then i ask that they forgive me and...(you fill in the rest)

he bore our stripes

he is watching always

just talk to him, he is always listening

most of the people that i talk to (NOT SAYING YOU) are crying out for help and there is no one to help them...if you look around then you will be able to see who it is...just keep your eyes open...and look at everything...

♥ ME

liva_lille @ 2004-10-18T21:06:00

2004-10-19T01:05:30Z

well hahaha i had a GREAT time at homecoming as you can tell i still have my hair up ...this bull annoys the H out of me

i danced with like 4 guys and all my other friends...

my mom remodeled my room...and i like it...

wow i dont really have much to say ..i cant find my rotc papers...that sucks...

MY FAT AUNT THINKS SHE IS WHITE hahaha...in her dreams...she could possibly be but lets think about that...nope i dont see it happening

CASS got mad at her the other day~~~she was saying something like we white people gots to stick together~~~cass says what you mean i am black...it was funny

well then i dont know what else to say but bye so

CYA IN SCHOOL/LAT`R
♥~♥ ME

liva_lille @ 2004-10-12T22:08:00

2004-10-13T02:22:30Z

well i am getting down to the core on one side of the apple of life and some of it is not tasting good at all if you get my drift...family probs

well other than that the game on monday went great. Yeah that what i am hinting to if you dont know ask me in school...All thanks to Cassidy. yeah she is a good friend when she wants to be. well just to say everybody needs to be happy sometime and well lets just say that is my wish to the world and some of my friends arent.

Life can be a shyt hole and well when certain people come in my life the apple starts to get...well...gross she comes in and eats our food and takes over the food that my mother bought...hey she pays 1000 $ just to go to school and pays over 475 $ a month just to keep a house (apartment) together...she has her f.....masters degree or so she says...and it is not like she doesnt have enough money just to pay for her own food

she just cant come her and expect us to share our food w/ her and well go starving HECK she is a BIG woman...she dont understand that is all that we will have for a very long time and well yeah do you get my point now...MY BIG AUNT IS JUST EATING ALL THE FOOD...the saying goes to show she is eating us out of house and home"...hahaha

she is a BIG liar...she goes and tells my Uncle everything that goes on in the house she besta watch it b/4 i get on her case...she dont have much room to sit there and complain...SHE comes in like a hurricane and i mean hurricane...CASS she causes alot of problems and now she wants us to move out just so that she can just stay here and do who knows what with her husband...heck i know that they are married and well ask cass about the sounds that was heard when she was over here...

i'm pissed off and GOD i could kill her if he would let me...

liva_lille @ 2004-10-09T03:54:00

2004-10-09T07:50:44Z

well today i thought i was all cool i was having a great time talking to just random people about random things...i actually went shopping with my older bros g/f...that is something i would hardly ever do...and TO CASS i really did have fun hanging at the park and stuff instead...:)...that was actually fun...and diff...

well it is late and i have to go to bed...

nite all

THANK GOD...

2004-10-02T05:17:55Z

hey i wanna say thank God for letting me have a small bite...

my day went great...nuth`n went wrong and nuth`n went went perfect

i had fun hanging with cass and j.Sumner...he is a major dork with a cool accent...i laughed at his accent...

hey this is one funny thing to do to a friend...tomcat5894 is my bro the other on is cass...

tomcat5894: hey tell krys to come home
She said rawwr: she isnt here.
tomcat5894: what
She said rawwr: she left here alng time ago,
She said rawwr: shes on her sn!
tomcat5894: no she isnt we have linked sn
She said rawwr: hm
tomcat5894: yeah
tomcat5894: she said that she had to get something from ur house
She said rawwr: when?!
tomcat5894: like thirty min. ago
She said rawwr: she seriously isnth ome?
tomcat5894: no she isnt
She said rawwr: swear to god?
tomcat5894: she said she wanted some thing from your house
She said rawwr: swear to god she isnt there?
tomcat5894: yeah my mom thinks she is over there
tomcat5894: hey just playing
tomcat5894: this is me i wanted to see how long you could last
She said rawwr: that isnt funny
tomcat5894: srry

well that was fun

yeah it is fun talking to old friends

This can explain it self...
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i thought they were funny soooo...LAUGH!!!!...hahahaha

OUR FATHER WHICH ART IN HEAVEN
HOLLWED BE THY NAME THY HOLY NAME
THY KINGDOM COME THY WILL BE DONE
ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN
GIVE US THIS DAY OUR DAILY BREAD
AND FORGIVE US OUR DEBTS AS WE FORGIVE OUR DEBTORS
LEAD US NOT INTO TEMPTATION
BUT DELIVER US FROM EVIL
FOR THINE IS THE KINGDOM
THE POWER
AND THE GLORY
AMEN

THEY WORK

2004-10-01T17:45:09Z

THEY WORK NOW

WELL HEY LETS SEE WHO WAS THE FIRST PERSON I TALKED TO TODAY...I THINK IT WAS ASHLEY...

WELL MY DAY HAS STARTED OFF GREAT I WONDER WHY...I ACTUALLY DID ALL MY CHORES...THAT IS AMAZING

WELL LAST NITE I HAD THE BEST JOURNAL THAT I COULD POSSIBLY WRITE AND MY COMP HAD TO MESS UP ON ME SO THAT I COULDNT SEE IT...I HATE IT

I DONT REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS SO...HEY YOU GOT TO MAKE DUE WITH WHAT YOU GOT...RIGHT

WELL NOW THAT PHOTOBUCKET IS BACK ONLINE...I HAVE PICTURES TO SHOW YOU

hey heather, jess, and jenn i did the fear factor last week...1st we had to eat spam...then we had to transfer chocolate coverd marshmillows form a pan to a cup then we had to do the straw thing like last week but not with vinegar but LEMON EXTRACT that was nasty...then for the last thing which in i did get to do...we had to eat some rotten cabage a type of Korean food...Nasty but GOOD...

thats me with the marshmillows...hahahahaha i look stupid

NOW FOR MORE PIC OF MY OTHER FAMILY

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take my picture

the top one is the same little girl from the other day...the bottom on is a cousin from down the line...they look alot alike

as you can tell i adore these people and that is the other brother

thats my grandma

look who it is cass...after the pic he got mad cause she woke him up

i consider her my other lil sis guess how old she is

this is Jacob...She got to close up on his face when taking it

Well that is all my pics for today...those people in them are considered to be my second family...

well that is all that i have to say for now i will wait the day out and tell you the history of my day...

♥♥KRYS J♥♥

liva_lille @ 2004-09-30T22:54:00

2004-10-01T03:00:33Z

Today my life was not so great...

1st...i didnt recieve my magic phone call...
2nd...MRS. KNOW-IT-ALL my aunt comes and wonders why i havn't been getting my community hours in...hey that is my business not hers...she dont need to be all up in my grilllllll trying to figure me out...i hate when people try and figure me out...
3rd...my mother comes home on her lunch barks and orders for me to wash the car and stuff...my thoughts were w/e mom it will be done when i feel like it...

well that was the bad part now for the well i got a lot of pic of the little gurl that i had b/4 BUT photobucket is having problems...that is still part of the BAD news...but atleast i still have them on my comp...

NOW FOR SOME PIC...

hmmmmmmmmm well my pictures dont wanna show up so there is not going to be any...

well both my brother and my mom are her in life to gang up on me and throw me down...every time there is a quarell between me and my bro...my mom likes to take up for him...she never thinks about how much time that boy sits on the comp...she just thinks oh well you have been on and it is now his turn...BUT...When i ask it is like well kelvin how long have you been on...okay well krystal wants to get on so let her get on soon...it never fails...he wont get off and if i go back and tell her then she will just start yelling at me...GOD i wish i could move out...BUT NOT THAT OLD YET...plus i wouldnt have a place to go...

i said all that to say...that is just what happened so i have to get off...she just yelled at me to get off but alls well that ends well right...hahahaha

GOOD NITE YALL
&
GOD BLESS

stupid homeschooling

2004-09-22T01:23:54Z

hey all i just got off the fone with some of my friends...AND THEY ARE HOMESCHOOLED...they are really dumb...they think that if they come out of the house(to a football game and stuff) that they will get shot...how stupid are they...i wanted one of them to come to a dance thing with me and he says ...no do you know how many people get Killed at those things...i know how the people at your school are GOD i cant stand how they are so BABIED goodness...their mom wont even let them ride in a van cause she is scared somethin is going to happen...she wont even let them leave the house until they are married...how bad is that...

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well that is my angry part of my journal...ha ha ha ha...well everything so far today has been great...hey cass...i have a SMALL crush on some one...but i wont say who...ha ha ha ha...and i am not giving hints either...wow i cant wait until tomorrow we have fear factor at my church and that is going to be great...i want to see how many of my friends will participate in it...hey i got money for having my friends come to church...it was great...well...i dont have anything else to say...

STILL NOT GIVING HINTS TO WHO IT IS CASS
Well good nite to all

dang blast

2004-09-16T10:07:28Z

last nite was a blast at church we had J. Tracy and a var load of other friends show up at church and when we got there it was like they were on tour. God really blessed last nite and that was KOOL. J. Tracy and them had to leave early because one of the gurls had to be home by nine thirty. but right after they left we had a cake war and myself and mrs. julie was the first to have cake on us she got me real good in the face with the cake she was SUPPOSED to be eating. it was great

now i have to get ready to go to cassidy's house so... i will finish you lat`r